Sadie Quinn Baker from Every Life Has A Story

Becky & Zak lost their first born child, Sadie Quinn, on July 10th, 2010 due to pre-eclampsia & HELLP syndrome at 24 weeks pregnant.

Hummingbirds remind me of my Sadie~tiny, gorgeous, and perfect! I was nearly kissed on my cheek by one my first week home from the hospital as I sat on my proch, there began my love for humming birds! I particularly love the ones with green on them as I imagine Sadie would have had green eyes like her daddy and myself!!

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

2 years today

I know I have benn absent from the blogger world for a span of time now, I apologize and will explain at a later post! For today I remember "Sadie Day" as July 10th will forever be called! Two years ago I gave birth to my firstborn, my daughter! Two years ago my baby girl died! While I will admit to the fact that this Sadie Day is not as hard as last years, it's still hurts! Hurts to depths and degrees I have never known. Time does not heal, it merely affords you the ability to learn to cope. I read a few posts today from fellow BLM's about this date and what it means for them and to us all I wish peace and hope! Without hope I don't know how I would have gotten from this day two years ago to today! Hope that I will have my baby girl back in my arms someday soon! Hope... I love you my baby girl! Mommy hasn't let a day pass without longing for you!! I love you always and forever...