Hummingbirds remind me of my Sadie~tiny, gorgeous, and perfect! I was nearly kissed on my cheek by one my first week home from the hospital as I sat on my proch, there began my love for humming birds! I particularly love the ones with green on them as I imagine Sadie would have had green eyes like her daddy and myself!!
Thursday, July 10, 2014
Fantastic article
I found this article the other day, it's a read, but SO WORTH IT!!!
http://www.mamamia.com.au/parenting/ten-points-i-wish-every-person-knew-about-the-death-of-a-child/#LwoWrU5mfBVIsmiK.01
Enjoy!
4 years ago....
No year has been easy, but this year sure has been a challenge! So much all at once.
Let's see, I Got bad news regarding our case against the dr who failed to treat me for preeclampsia, (apparently the Justice system is set up to protect criminals and wrongdoers instead of protect the innocent! Justice? What justice?) I am at the beginning of another pregnancy & having a hard time "bonding" with growing baby! I know that may sound strange, but with Sadie & then my son, I was attached the second I knew I was pregnant!! This time, I'm afraid to get attached, I suppose it's timing! With my son, on Sadie's anniversary I was one Minh away from delivery, this time at just a few weeks in. Don't get me wrong, I am very happy, just anxious!!
I wish my son had his big sis to help him in life. To show him the ropes, to motivate him, to play with him, to just be!!! This isn't fair to us, but it sure isn't fair to him! We look at her picture everyday and I tell him about his big sis sadie, it just still hurts!
So here we are, 4 years in, 4 years closer to bring a complete family, 4 years since I held my baby girl, 4 years of not missing a day without heartache & longing to be whole!!
I love & miss her, my sadie!!!
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