Sadie Quinn Baker from Every Life Has A Story

Becky & Zak lost their first born child, Sadie Quinn, on July 10th, 2010 due to pre-eclampsia & HELLP syndrome at 24 weeks pregnant.

Hummingbirds remind me of my Sadie~tiny, gorgeous, and perfect! I was nearly kissed on my cheek by one my first week home from the hospital as I sat on my proch, there began my love for humming birds! I particularly love the ones with green on them as I imagine Sadie would have had green eyes like her daddy and myself!!

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

2 years today

I know I have benn absent from the blogger world for a span of time now, I apologize and will explain at a later post! For today I remember "Sadie Day" as July 10th will forever be called! Two years ago I gave birth to my firstborn, my daughter! Two years ago my baby girl died! While I will admit to the fact that this Sadie Day is not as hard as last years, it's still hurts! Hurts to depths and degrees I have never known. Time does not heal, it merely affords you the ability to learn to cope. I read a few posts today from fellow BLM's about this date and what it means for them and to us all I wish peace and hope! Without hope I don't know how I would have gotten from this day two years ago to today! Hope that I will have my baby girl back in my arms someday soon! Hope... I love you my baby girl! Mommy hasn't let a day pass without longing for you!! I love you always and forever...


TanaLee Davis said...

Thinking of you and hoping this day is gentle. Hugs mama-

~Txt me some time soon about your updates. :)

Addi's mom said...

Thinking of Sadie today. You are so right when you say that time only afford us the ability to learn to cope. Can't wait for the day our girls are back in our arms. Hugs to you!

Anonymous said...

Dear Becky,
Sadie Quinn is on my mind and in my heart. Thanks for sharing her with me.