Ok, having one of those "what the heck" moments!
Everywhere I turn, there is another pregnant person somewhere! Literally everyone is pregnant, everyone, even characters on tv are are busting out pregnant! Everyone, everywhere is pregnant, everyone but me!!
I know, this is a very "woe is me post", but really! What the heck! Why not? Am I not deserving? Am I not worth it? Am I not fit? Am I not what????? Why I am having to put on the "congrats" face while all I want to do is explode and cry!
Its so frustrating! They tell me "think about it less", Oh sure, you try loosing a baby, then TTC and then try thinking about it less! C'mon!!!!! Get real! How could I not care, how do you turn off your burning, aching desire? HOW????
Why can't I just breathe pregnant like everybody else! Why can't there be some magic fix! Ergh!! I hate this!!!
Babies babies everywhere...except with me!!!
5 comments:
I know exactly how you feel. I'm seeing them too.
everywhere here too hence my last post... i barely have any friends left!!
Becky,
As I've told you before...we are like the same person. It seems that now is the baby boom and every women is invited except a choice few. US.
I'm praying that you will get your prayers answered with a sweet babe growing with love in your womb. I too want this, it would nice to share this month with you. *if we are successful :/
Alright mama, hold your head up, i'm with you in this journey. Praying for you all the way.
~Felicia
Yeah why can't there be some easy magic fix. I am so sorry, it just isn't fair.
Thinking of you
I see it everywhere too. So hard. My friend who had her baby two weeks before I delivered my stillborn daughter found out she accidentally got pregnant again. Coincidentally I found out at the same time I was pregnant again too. Difference: she's still pregnant. I lost my baby. Again.
I pray every day that our next baby will find us soon & stay with us a lot longer than the first two. Praying you have your rainbow baby very soon too. (((hugs)))
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